| 1 | "He was mortified by the idea of having to deploy, " Mr. Hasan said. | |
| 2 | And I couldn't sleep over the weekend. I've been tormented. | |
| 3 | My house is quiet, but I forget to eat (food is tasteless). I forget to sleep. | |
| 4 | What innumerable follies laid waste my waking and sleeping thoughts after that evening! | |
| 5 | Not every project has failure risks like that, things that keep you awake at night with worry. |